stuff

being lost in thought
jumping on the bed
talking to myself
painting my nails different colours
daydreaming in detail
wishing for something so hard it comes true
getting tattooed. it hurts so good, i want more!
stretching every muscle
snipping out my split ends
trusting in luck & fate
walking and thinking
sharing my complicated ideas about life
rambling
wearing blue
tidying up
slicing and stirring
wandering aimlessly


and the world's got me dizzy again.
you'd think after 22 years i'd be used to the spin.
but it only feels worse when i stay in one place,
so i'm always pacing around
or walking away..